benci!!!!!!

hye....
da lme aq xupdted blog nie...
ary 2 aq xdpt nk bkk...
pehal tah...
um..
xtw nk ckp pe..
byk sgt bnde yg brlku in my life....=(...

24/5/011-around 1 am..

hey...
asl la mte nie xkyu2 lg...
sjk akhr2 nie susa tol la nk tdo..
snyi nye la hai...
byi cggkrik je yg aq dga..smbil dga rdio..
jwg2 lak pg2 nie an...hua2..
i miz sum 1 la...
who????
of cos my hubby...
lme xjpe die...
laz jpe pon mse aq lik dr bkti sswa ry2...die tgu kt term...dpt la jp spend tyme 5 jam ngn die..=)...
2 pon rse xpuas je...
hey...ble la nk jpe lg nie bie...
wndu b cgt2 la syg...
wekkkk...=D...,

noting syok la today..,23/5/11

um...sjak dr cti ry2 aq g terapi...
td aq  asik kne je ngn abg maarof...
pning tol mmat 2..
abg maarof 2 tnga pgjar kt psat trpi 2..
aq da la pose ryni...
so mood pon xbpe elok..
die leyh lak wt lwk mengong ngn aq..
seb bek aq xbrapi..hehhee..
lguh kki aq dok stgah jam kt krusi trpi 2..
da la bosan dga maarof 2 bbel..
npe la bkn kak emma yg ckp...bez skit...
wow...
mk msak soto rynie...yummy2...
xsba2 nk bkk pose...hehehee...
lps je bkk pose n smyg aq lpak dlm blik..
bce nvel n maen gme..
smbil msj2 ngn my hubby...=)...
then ngh tgu msj dr bie...
msok msj lgu yg aq set tok ismat..
ismat msj aq!!..da lme gk die msj aq...
die ckp sal yg ktorg msok tv 2...die ckp ngh tgk2 tv tbe npk lak aq...hehe...
die kje ryni p blik cpt..
then ngh msj2 mgm 2 org jejaka nie dua2 stop...
perh...
myirap tol..xske tol aq msj2 tbe2 stop..nk tdo ckp a dlu...
2 org nie mmg cmni tw..
p try kalo aq yg trtdo..
baek bie o ismat...
t mmbbel cm brtih greng...lg2 ismat 2...hehe....

teNtang aKu,d!a n kAmu...,

um...aq xpnh mtk tok dsygi oleh 2 lki dlm 1 mse.
aq juz nk sume org sng ngn aq..
njoy mmbe ngn aq..
ske cre aq...cz aq xmo ade msuh...lg2 kt tmpt org nie..
melaka..
tmpt yg cpta sjrah pait dlm idop fmly aq...=(...
p aq xnk dsygi n dcntai 2 lki dlm 1 mse cz aq tw mmg susa...
aq ngku sumtyme aty aq gyah gk ngn khdrn ismat,,,
um...sjak dr b mgkir jnjy nk dtg melaka aty aq da mle twar...
pdhal b4 nie aty aq kuat tok b sorg je...
p mse aq trkndas mse dki gnung yg xpat blik ary ahd 2 aq riso gk..
aq xpat nk gtw spe2 pon yg aq xblik ahd 2...
aq juz smpat msj ana ngn k.teh n be3 trus flat..
mlm senin 2 aq blik n on fon...
aq rse epy+trhru sume la...b...shincan bg byk sgt msj..kol lg..
die riso ne aq yg xblik2 n xcntct die...
then ana pon ckp chan ade chat ngn die kt fb tnye npe aq xblik2 lg...die syg aq lg!!!...=)
tyme 2 aq rse lik aq dpt shncan yg dlu..
tyme 2 aq dpt rse ksh syg die lik cm dlu...miz u b...<3..
then byk gk msj2 dr ismat tnye sal xde ppe khbar aq...sht x..da lik lom...
then aq kol mk,ngn b..sok 2 br aq gtw ismat...
um..aty oh aty...
ttp kn lah aty nie duhai aty...
kalo tol aq hnye tok chan n chan tok aq...
jgelah aty nie n cnte nie..
n pelihra ismat dr kcwe..
jgn la duga aty ktorg nie..
n kalo dtkdirkn kmi xde jodh plihra lah aq dr rse kcwe yg akn rsakn dri aq..,
n kalo ismat jdoh aq..
kuatkn aty die tok tgu aq...
ppe pon..sume d tgn Allah...
aq sndri xtw spe jdoh aq..
mybe shinchn...
mybe ismat..
n mybe bkn dorg tp org laen..
aq pon xtw..
yg pnting..
aq sbnenye tkot ilg dorg br2..
aq syg shncn n ismat adalh lki yg baek..
he desrve 2 get a btter person 2 luv..
ismat..u da slh org tok bg syg u 2..
bkn i orgnye..
u lyk dpt pmpuan laen yg lg baek,cntik,jujo n hppning dr i..
tht's it bout us..
trllu rumit...cmplcted...,
n

blurr...,

act...,aq nie xrti sgt nk tlis blog nie...mls pon ade..
xtw nk cte pe lg...huhu...
aq cte nie pon ikt pale aq nk cte ne dlu...hentam je...jnjy kesa idop aq...hehe
ne trlintas kt pale otk aq 2 la yg aq akn cte dlu...
skg nk cter sal pe erk yg bez...um...aq cte sal 2 insan nie la..yg kdg2 wt aq epy p kdg2 dorg wt idop aq kucar kcir...
my hubby n ismat...

die yg trbaek..

...um...

aq xtw la nk ckp die nie bff aq ke o pe...

die boy...nme die mohamad khairul ismat..pgl ismat je..

die dak poli aq...

amik mekanikal...die org jb...

um...ktorg mle2 knl2 cm2 je...mmbe2 kn...

p dlm diam aq xsdar die ade aty kt aq...

pdhl aq pnye la sempoi cm nk mti kot ckp2 ngn die...

p die lek je...pedehal bg die...

aq jd rpat2 ngn die ble aq ade prob ngn my boyfie...shincan...

tyme 2 aq sdeyh cz chan cm xkesa sal aq...

aq dmam pnas die cm xpat rse aq ngh skit..

die xcontct aq...

ngah aq sdeyh2 2 dtg lak c ismat nie...

die tnye apsal suara cm org ngis...

aq pon cte la...

aq ckp aq rndu kt chan...sgt2...

aq ckp aq xnk org laen...

org laen xbaek n sba cm chan aq...

die suh aq sba n bncg ngn chan baek2...die ckp bnde kcik leyh sttle meyh..

mcm2 la...bg aq die bff aq..

njoy cte ngn die..die pndgar yg baek..

if aq de mslh p xcte kt die tp die dpt dtct de sumting wrong wit me...

die akn tnye aq byk kli smpy aq cte..

die ckp dlm ksa2 aq nie aq pendam byk rse...

aq simpan byk rhsia n ske dka idop....

die ckp dlm ksar aq dlm aty aq lmbut...sensitif..cpt trsentuh...

die ckp die rspct aq yg kuat...p die xtw kuat2 aq nie kdg2 aq down gk but nobody know bout it..

ktorg trus mmbe untill de end of sem 2..

org rmai gsip ktorg...

mcm2 org ckp...org ckp die nk rmpas hak org la...

yup...mg die ckp die syg aq...p xde la smpy nk rntuh kn hbgn cnta aq ngn chan...

aq slu cte dlu aq tkot chan ade org laen kt Pd....

2 die da cm xpdlikn aq..aq ckp aq da pnt sgt org maenkn aty aq...

plg trse mse ngn aiman,,,n kalo chan pon wt cm2 aq xtw la cmne...

ngn die lg lme aq tahan...da lbeyh staon pon..

die ckp dn get it wrong...jgn pkir bkn2..

dr c2 aq rse btpe baeknye die...die syg aq...slu die ckp...p die xpkse aq trme die..

die tw ppe pon chan wt yg wt aq trluke aty aq 1 je tok chan..

die ckp syg kt sum1 xsmsty memilliki...

ckup juz tgk org yg kte syg 2 epy...xtumpahkn air mte evn aty die sndri trluke..

aq slu ckp kt die find other gurl so he can 4get me...

p die xnk..die ckp bia smpy aty die trbkak tok org laen bru die akn g jaoh dr idop aq..

trhru gle aq..kwn2 die rmai advce die...

n aq gk tw kdg2 aty aq trleka tok mle syg die strt chan wt mcm2 dlu..

p aq cpt sdar...aq still mkwe chan n aq tw aty aq yg tol2 hnye tok chan..

mle2 dlu die cm ok p lme2 die cm xpat trme..

die ckp die da tol2 jaoh sgt syg kn aq n aty die trluke sgt2...

aq da xsgup wt die cm2 lg...

da byk kli die nk ptus mmbe ngn aq p xjd...die ckp lg die try jaohkn dri n lpekn aq...lg kuat syg die kt aq...

p ble die frust ngn aq die ngis...pe istmwe aq kt mte die smpy die jd cm2 skli??.. 

1st tyme jpe aq kt kafe poli mse sem 1 dlu wt die ske aq..pncanye aq trlggar die mse nk g byr..

strt 2 aty die da ske...die try cr mklmat sal aq..

nk dkt sebulan lbeyh n akhrnye die jpe fb aq..

p tyme 2 aty die luluh ble tgk aq da in relationship..

die ckp then die cool je p xsgke da jd cmni...

Ya Allah...ampunkn aq kalo aq da wt aty die trllu trluke..aq xde niat pon..aq xmntk sume nie jd..

aq doakn die akn jpe gnti aq n hope die epy..aq syg die p aq xleyh wt ppe...im belong 2 amirul hazalin..

n i luv him sgt2!!!...im so sory ismat...

ismat...mfkn i wt u kcwe..i xpnh mntk jd cmni...sumpah...i syg u p xdpt tndingi syg i kt boy i...

i knl die dlu lg lme b4 u...i xleyh plih u cz aty i mmg trsgt2 kt die..

i xkn tgglkn die kalo die xwt slah bsa n kalo die yg xmntk ptos..

die antre slh 1 tlg blkg i...die tw rnjau idop i..lbeyh dr yg u tw..

i luv him ismat evn i tw ayt nie akn wt u lg trluke..

p nk laz2 sem die cm jaohkn dri dr aq..

then die ckp die nk try lpekn aq..p pe leyh aq ckp lg juz let him go 2 get wut he wnt...2 find other person can luv him...n de person is not me..im belong 2 MUHAMMAD AMIRUL B HAZALIN!!...REMEMBER THAT WORD!!...KEEP IT IN UR HEART ,MY HEART N SHINCHAN HEART!!..

skg kte da mkin jaoh...kte da xcntct lg lpz kua result ary 2...result kte sme2 down..

n u ckp u nk bnti poli...i dga2 dr mmbe u pon cm2 gk...

wt la pe yg trbaek tok u..jnjy u epy k..mybe jaoh dr i t akn wt u njoy lik ngn ur life k..=)

ismat...bkn slh u stg dlm idop i...bkn slh i maenkn aty u n bkn slah my boy pnca jd cmni...

sume nie da tkdir kn...

u ckp u syg i then u let me go...u wnt me epy wit my life..wit my boy..

pray 4 my hppness n i'll also pray 4 u 2 get de good gurl 2 cmplte ur life n 2 remove ur luv 4 me far away from ur heart...i'll rmmber u as my bff....de bez2 prendz in world..

pliz jgn buang i dr list2 mmbe u..i xsgup ilg mmbe sbaek u...

p ppe d tgn  u...pe leyh i hrp..

kalo tol t naek sem 3 u da bnti poli...i hrp u brjye dlm ppe pon yg u plih...

n kalo ade jdoh n pjg umo kte jpe lg mat..

ISMAT...,

BAKTI S!SWA PMM BRSMAMU II..=)


9-13/mei/2011...
ha....mse nie aq join klab kjtraan awm g wt aml ckit..
g renovte uma org...
ktorg g 2 tmpt...
kt jasin ngn merlimau...
1st g jasin...uma nnek nong..umo die nk dkt 90..
p still kuat..die tgl ngn sorg ank die yg agk terencat...
tbe2 aq tringt kt arwah wan..=(..
rndu lak kt arwh wan...hmmmm...
ktorg kmaskn uma die..mcm2 la..
rse syg kt nnek 2...
ary ke3 ktorg wt kt merlimau lak..
uma mkcik leha..
p mkcik nie lak byk na songeh eh...
mcm2 die suh ktorg wt..
enak2 rse die je arhkn ktorg wt mcm2...pe ingt ktorg nie dbyr gji ke pe...
org da tlg nk baiki uma die..die nk lbeyh2 lak...mnusia2...xrti brsyukur lnsung...
laz day pntup ktorg wt kt uma nnek nong...tv3 dtg...wow....rse pmes lak..hehe
nk blik 2 syg sgt nk tglkn nnek nong...aq ngn zee siap slm nek nong 2 kli n cium pi2 die...
ohh...aty aq trsentuh sgt2 ngn skap ank2 die...
aq rse xprlu kot nk cte keburukn org...p mmg xptot...
aq hrp t ble aq da bsa n da ade fmly aq xkn wt mk ayh aq cm2..
jaohkn la aq dr prgai cm2..amin...
here aq nk show ckit pic2 kt sne...=)...

kte sme2 lg tok sem dpn...=)....

m!m!E,tOnA,!znY & eRn!...

we're prendz...=)

nie lak nme die erni sofea bt md hairlani...
pgl erni je...org die agk pndiam la gk ngn org2 yg xrpt ngn die..
p kot da rpt ngn die tw la die nie xde la pndiam sgt...skg da pndai nk knekn org..hehehe..
die cm aq gk la prgai..xske sgt lpak2..hehe
dlm ktorg br4 die plg sopan skit la bnding aq yg mmg xbpe nk sopan skit prgai...hahaha
die nie setia sgt orgnye..untg laa...huhu...
xtw da nk cte pe sal die...p die mmg pndgar yg baek..ble aq dok uma die aq ske cte mcm2 ngn die..die dga je..p leyh ilgkn bban aq tggung..=)...